||[Nov. 18th, 2004|05:01 pm]
|||||Gackt - December love||]|
It's been a while since I had much to write in my journal, but I think I can write something of decent length now.
I am disappointed that me and Quatre can never seem to get married. But, maybe we're just not ready. When we're both ready for it, we will be able to get ready. It's in the hands of fate, or Allah, or whatever greater purpose you believe in.
I'm also kind of restless. This base isn't big enough to hold me. I go for walks but they aren't long enough, and I don't particularly want to go to the gym with the cadets... there's only so many things I can do. I've been looking over the list of new cadets, there seem to be some interesting characters in there. It also seems to be a male dominated course, which is the opposite to this time. Wufei and Relena will be charmed to know that there is a journalist amoung them - goodbye privacy for me and Quatre. She can't say anything about Relena though, thankfully, she's not allowed to disclose the names of any of the other cadets.
Speaking of the cadets... it'll be good next time, because Nikki and Bethany will be able to help with the teaching process, and I think the course is much better thought out this time. I can't help but be a little apprehensive about letting the cadets go this time. It's only another fortnight before they leave - and me and Quatre go to Japan. I can't help wondering if I have taught them to the best of my abilities. I have, after all, been very distracted some of the time. If one of them dies... well, I won't forgive myself very well.